Post by ♥Helena♥ on Feb 18, 2006 22:22:33 GMT -5
Firstname
Helena
Lastname
Iero
Nicknames
None
Age
17
Gender
Female
Height
5 "4
Hair Color
Black and the front bangs are blonde
Eye Color
Her real eye color is brown but she always wears her purple color contacts.
Personality
She's very quiet and isn't good at meeting new people. She'll try to act nice and try to be friendly but it's all fake, her smile isn't real. Inside she feels numb a lot and tries her best to make herself happy.
Past
Helena's parents got a divorce when she was 12, her father was constantly trying to steal her from her mother and her mother was constantly fighting with her father. Helena always was crying by the end of the day, she just couldn't get herself happy. When she was 14 her numbness overwhelmed her, she braught out the razor-blade and cut herself till she was satisfied. She often used a knife or burned herself, but she could never stay away from her razor, it was her escape. Her first boyfriend had whipped away all her sadness and braught the best feeling she could ever ask for, love. He had always told her he loved her and always suprised her. But it all came to a disasterous ending when he saw all the scars on her arm, he grew angry at her and refused to talk to her. So happens the next day the whole school knew about her cuts, she was considered a suicidal. She had gone a year without cutting since her lover had took away her pain, but now it came back twice as much. She steped it up do drugs, she would get high and have to depend on the wrong people to take her home. But one day she had asked the wrong person, he took her to his car and locked the doors. She was so out of it that she hardly remembered the whole thing, let alone put up a fight, he had raped her. She was left so numb that she didn't even consider herself alive. Her mother who could not take it any longer with her sent her to a rehabilitation center to deal with her problems. Not understanding her mother's good intentions she never talked to her mother again, she threw away all her letters and avoided her phone calls. After she was cleared and able to leave she refused to go back home. She wrote to her mother finally, saying she did not wish to come back and to father just ditch her somewhere else this time. Her mother reluctantly agreed, heartbroken, and enrolled her to P-C Boarding School. Helena has stayed away from her mother ever since and hasn't heard from her dad in three years.
Pets
none
Picture
Past
Helena leaned back in her chair and pulled up her sleeve. Scars trailed up and down, some real nasty and sone you couldn't barely even see. These scars had f**ked up her life. No, she had f**ked up her own life, she had done them, it was she who carved them across her arms. She wished she could have grown up normal, her parents married, herself in a normal school, even have a cat. None of that seemed even close to possible anymore, maybe the cat, but she didn't even know if she could take care of an animal, she couldn't even take care of herself! She sighed and let her sleeve fall back down, would she ever break her numbness?
Codeword
peaches
Helena
Lastname
Iero
Nicknames
None
Age
17
Gender
Female
Height
5 "4
Hair Color
Black and the front bangs are blonde
Eye Color
Her real eye color is brown but she always wears her purple color contacts.
Personality
She's very quiet and isn't good at meeting new people. She'll try to act nice and try to be friendly but it's all fake, her smile isn't real. Inside she feels numb a lot and tries her best to make herself happy.
Past
Helena's parents got a divorce when she was 12, her father was constantly trying to steal her from her mother and her mother was constantly fighting with her father. Helena always was crying by the end of the day, she just couldn't get herself happy. When she was 14 her numbness overwhelmed her, she braught out the razor-blade and cut herself till she was satisfied. She often used a knife or burned herself, but she could never stay away from her razor, it was her escape. Her first boyfriend had whipped away all her sadness and braught the best feeling she could ever ask for, love. He had always told her he loved her and always suprised her. But it all came to a disasterous ending when he saw all the scars on her arm, he grew angry at her and refused to talk to her. So happens the next day the whole school knew about her cuts, she was considered a suicidal. She had gone a year without cutting since her lover had took away her pain, but now it came back twice as much. She steped it up do drugs, she would get high and have to depend on the wrong people to take her home. But one day she had asked the wrong person, he took her to his car and locked the doors. She was so out of it that she hardly remembered the whole thing, let alone put up a fight, he had raped her. She was left so numb that she didn't even consider herself alive. Her mother who could not take it any longer with her sent her to a rehabilitation center to deal with her problems. Not understanding her mother's good intentions she never talked to her mother again, she threw away all her letters and avoided her phone calls. After she was cleared and able to leave she refused to go back home. She wrote to her mother finally, saying she did not wish to come back and to father just ditch her somewhere else this time. Her mother reluctantly agreed, heartbroken, and enrolled her to P-C Boarding School. Helena has stayed away from her mother ever since and hasn't heard from her dad in three years.
Pets
none
Picture
Past
Helena leaned back in her chair and pulled up her sleeve. Scars trailed up and down, some real nasty and sone you couldn't barely even see. These scars had f**ked up her life. No, she had f**ked up her own life, she had done them, it was she who carved them across her arms. She wished she could have grown up normal, her parents married, herself in a normal school, even have a cat. None of that seemed even close to possible anymore, maybe the cat, but she didn't even know if she could take care of an animal, she couldn't even take care of herself! She sighed and let her sleeve fall back down, would she ever break her numbness?
Codeword
peaches